( The burden of the secret they now carry and share is a heavy one — one that could be their undoing or worse if anyone were to uncover what they have done. This secret will become something for them to safeguard and ensure that nothing happens to either of them. Of everyone within the realm, even before allowing herself to commit this sin with him, she trusts him the most. She knows the lengths he will go to protect and defend her, unlike some who falter and fall short when she needs them the most.
As he tenses beneath her, she feels the warmth of him spilling into her hand as he buries his face against her neck, trying to choke the sound of pleasure that wishes to escape him. There is a pang of regret that lances through her, acknowledging the waste of royal seed, and despite how unfulfilling it was, she misses the feeling of how full she felt having someone within her.
It is better this way, she knows, but she still lingers on the thought. The temptation and how forbidden such things are.
The sensation of his teeth against her skin is alarming, making her already pounding heart skyrocket and pound against her rib cage for fear of what masks he might leave, but she relaxes when they do not come.
After a few last idle strokes, she releases him, letting her hand fall palm up onto her thigh to keep the mess contained and off her dress, as she'll need to keep wearing it for the rest of the evening. Feeling the weight of his head against her neck and shoulder brings her comfort, a feeling she has greatly missed over the years.
With her free hand, she pulls him close; their chests flush as she rests fully in the seat of his lap as she nuzzles her cheek against the top of his head. A content sound escaping through her nose. )
You should ready for supper. We can discuss you escorting me to Oldtown to visit your brother and my cousin.
( The thought of them alone, away from the Red Keep and Kingslanding, weighs more heavily than it had earlier when they were breaking fast. It makes her stomach twist with nerves again as uncertainty begins settling in, threatening to snuff out euphoria, though she feels she already broke that spell the moment she mentioned supper and Oldtown but she's never lingered long after such an intimate encounter that she wasn't sure what to do or say. )
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As he tenses beneath her, she feels the warmth of him spilling into her hand as he buries his face against her neck, trying to choke the sound of pleasure that wishes to escape him. There is a pang of regret that lances through her, acknowledging the waste of royal seed, and despite how unfulfilling it was, she misses the feeling of how full she felt having someone within her.
It is better this way, she knows, but she still lingers on the thought. The temptation and how forbidden such things are.
The sensation of his teeth against her skin is alarming, making her already pounding heart skyrocket and pound against her rib cage for fear of what masks he might leave, but she relaxes when they do not come.
After a few last idle strokes, she releases him, letting her hand fall palm up onto her thigh to keep the mess contained and off her dress, as she'll need to keep wearing it for the rest of the evening. Feeling the weight of his head against her neck and shoulder brings her comfort, a feeling she has greatly missed over the years.
With her free hand, she pulls him close; their chests flush as she rests fully in the seat of his lap as she nuzzles her cheek against the top of his head. A content sound escaping through her nose. )
You should ready for supper. We can discuss you escorting me to Oldtown to visit your brother and my cousin.
( The thought of them alone, away from the Red Keep and Kingslanding, weighs more heavily than it had earlier when they were breaking fast. It makes her stomach twist with nerves again as uncertainty begins settling in, threatening to snuff out euphoria, though she feels she already broke that spell the moment she mentioned supper and Oldtown but she's never lingered long after such an intimate encounter that she wasn't sure what to do or say. )